Out of Comfort Zone

looking back at my poly life, i realised that i had been unknowingly moving out of my comfort zone bit by bit...
these 3 years, i had done new things, tried new stuff, experienced new stuff, eat "new" foods, talking to people..basically doing things that i would had said NO to...or totally not at all willing to even try out...
i feel that life is all about moving out of ur comfort zone and trying new things...
at the end of the day, its not about how well u had done something...
its the fullfilment and satisfaction u get by knowing that u had once again done something new and have urself feeling great..
thats why i hope i have a chance to study uni overseas...
that will definitely be a great chance for me to experience life on my own, learning to be more independent and responsible as well...
well thats still some time away...
so on a smaller scale of breaking out of my comfort zone,i have agreed to dance at achievers function and signed up for a 5km run & 30 storey vertical climb...

gosh i seriously have got no idea what i have got myself into man!!!

If you can't handle me at my worst,
you don't deserve me at my best.
-- Marilyn Monroe

okay im officially addicted to Grey's Anatomy...
its one damn good drama which combines professionalism+love+comedy and sex.
haha cos the characters in the show have sex like almost every episode and somemore in the hospital itself...
yep and i simply cant bring myself to watch dramas like gossip girls...
haha...seems like i need dramas with content as well as love and perhaps sex as well..lol..
still rmb one esp they had this case of "spontaneous orgasm"...
phew all sorts of sickness anyone could encounter...hah
but got 6 seasons leh??!!! and im still in the middle of the second one...gosh...
this well also explains why amercian dramas can go on for seasons and seaons...
but not for asian dramas...
theres defintely a reson for it..

haha a damn cute girl who always stars in hong kong dramas...
has that pure, innocent and of course cute look...
wah if next time have a daughter like that....haha

Feeling useless...

hols here but damn i feel so god damn useless...
i need a job！！
a decent one at least...
got an offer from _______
gosh calculate alr only$3 per hour
look elsewhere bah
but w/o a job i feel pretty useless
6 weekks leh
piang arh

plus next sem i got no dip plus and no cya
die the most free semester i have in my poly life
how am i gonna spend it
i feel quite useless when i dunt do loads of things
die working tom?
see how lah
but first must settle this hols first...
JOB JOB JOB....

Time to pull up my ANKLE socks...

honestly speaking
im really very disappointed with myself since the sem started
everything seemed so not on track and not right
BD had all the while been so screwed up
GBE first forum ca was disappointing
SM given back today was a total disaster
considering all the effort put in
even what stupid-all-so-happening video didnt impress her
what's wrong can someone tell me?
i have never ever felt so scared b4
everything's seemed so wrong this sem
what happened what happened
esp BD..
hadnt been smooth since it started
i feel really really bad now
am i not working hard enough?
there is one particular grp in my class i really salute
from last yr they have conflicts between members
till this sem they have done very well
or should i say impressive
sometimes its really not that bad afterall right?
things are hard to predict
so hard
how am i gonna fare this sem im sure not as good as the previous
all i wish for is something decent enough for me

and please, no more hiccups
i simply cant afford any more of them.
i really gotta mug real hard for this exams. i promise.

Taiwan Trip

Finaly had the time to update my blog
as well as the taiwan trip
well had loads of fun with the rest of them during that 6 days
haha
esp on top of the 101
had modelling photoshoots!
haha
and that was also one of my regrets that i didnt pose well enough for one of the pics!
lol
hopefully theres another chance in future
other than that another regret was that i didnt eat enough of the foods at the night market as well as do enough shopping
haha
feel soooo guilty
anyway really had a good 6 stress-free, care-free days there
cant wait to go there again!!
haha
but first realy have to go work and have money in my possession before i can think of another trip
hongkong! short trip to bangkok! what else...Japan!!
dream on...
at least bangkok my mum has expressed interest in gg.
see how then.

oh yah and about Michael Jackson
i think he is really one Superstar who can never be replace by anyone
not chris brown or justin timberlake
been listening to his songs
Irreplaceable.

as for now
i seriously cant afford to fall sick
too much thing coming on
in a couple of weeks time
u shall see me really gg mad
and of course, being attacked by acne again
lol.

PAINTBALL!!!

Wooo!! Paintball was so damn fun!!
oh my god!
shoot and tio shoot
the shots were painful yea
i had 7 bruises with 1 on the neck that looked like a love bite!
lol
but still its really fun and i seriously am yearning to go back there again!!!
better if can go batam or msia to play!
cheaper and i love such places
field field type.
haha!
can only say
damn tired but damn fun and shiok sia!